So it has been awhile since I have pushed these buttons into words to be posted on the internet

I figure it is time to change that

since there have been many changes in my life this past week

I have changed my town of residence to Oakland California

So elated to escape Ventura

My creative impulses are beginning to tingle again 

I had felt so unmotivated, so slothful, so lethargic

That feeling is fleeing from my bones 

and blood is beginning to pump through my veins

and fill up my heart

with reality

that isn't only in my head

but also in my vision

when my eyes are open

i stare into nothing

and see everything

its cool to be happy

because life while awake

is just as great

if not better

than life while asleep

i dont know this kind of life 

all too well

but i am beatific 

to have met it

and welcome it 

with the upmost

hospitality