Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Normalcy.
what is this word?
What is this WORLD?
Who are these creatures in which inhabit it?
It is not us.
It is them.
I do not live here
only my body does
and body is not me
its just allows me to be
to breathe
to function
my legs
and arms
which i don't really need
my soul drifts far away from
it's body
it float with balloons
meets aliens
hand with the dinosaurs
fights with the Eskimos
my body is in my bed
my head is on a different planet
in a different universe
in another galaxy...
I don't see earth from earth
I see it from a far away star
where beauty is endless
and love is everywhere
and thoughts are pure
and life is death
and death is beautiful
I live in the stars
I dream about nothing
and live in a dream
I play with asteroids
and extraterrestrial beings
they aren't competitive
we aren't in it to win
we play for the joy it brings
and the joy never ends
the game never ends
and not does it start
it is death
and it is life
and you are all
and all is you
earth is filled with the living dead
or is this all in my head
maybe i do live here
instead
where am i
where are you
and which would we choose
death on dearth
or life on stars


where is earth
i can't find it.

HELP

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

So it has been awhile since I have pushed these buttons into words to be posted on the internet
I figure it is time to change that
since there have been many changes in my life this past week
I have changed my town of residence to Oakland California
So elated to escape Ventura
My creative impulses are beginning to tingle again 
I had felt so unmotivated, so slothful, so lethargic
That feeling is fleeing from my bones 

and blood is beginning to pump through my veins
and fill up my heart
with reality
that isn't only in my head
but also in my vision
when my eyes are open
i stare into nothing
and see everything
its cool to be happy
because life while awake
is just as great
if not better
than life while asleep
i dont know this kind of life 
all too well
but i am beatific 
to have met it
and welcome it 
with the upmost
hospitality