February 25th, 2009

This town. These people. I see the same ones everyday, go through the same motions every minute, life goes on and I am sitting on the sidelines watching wondering where I can find someone that I can attempt to relate to, that can relate to me. I have yet to find that person... The character of people in my life have astonished me lately. Why has the world become so superficial? so impersonal? I feel alone in a world of hate and mistrust. I just hope that I don't let it get the worst of me. I give and never receive, and for awhile I have never complained, but there comes a point when it gets to be too much. I thought I was strong enough to just deal but just dealing isn't working out, change is in order. A change of scenery. A change of people. A change of life.