Monday, April 20, 2009

April 13, 2009


Hearths made of stone. Love is as hard as a brick. Hate is made of fire and sin. But really who defines what sinning consists of? That BIG FAKE god in the ski? Those egotistical fame crazies who wrote the bible? What are their names.. Corinthians.. Psalms? Loving could be considered a sin. Putting your true self out there, naked, vulnerable. My heart is falling apart, crumbling like an old brick wall that too many people have sat on, pissed on, graffitied on. There are holes in my heart. Potholes in my soul! Dents in my mind. Slashes through my love. Hate consumes the soul. Anger controls my mind. Falling bricks like broken bridges. Breaking hearts like falling stones. Killing the love like killing time.
Crumbling hearts like falling stones.

Saturday, April 11, 2009

so when did everyone become so petty. with petty thoughts. petty wrongs. petty rights. and even more pettier joys. how do people think that these petty petty things matter. matter at all. all that really matters is you. you and what makes you happy, what makes you different, what makes you smile. that which causes you to frown: delete it. forget it. do not become it. belong to yourself and yourself only. not some stereotype that society created for you and those around you. i do not wish to classified. i am a jock, i am prep, i am a goth, i am a punk, i am a hippie, i am a stoner, i am an alcoholic, i am a druggie, i am a straight edge. i am nothing. i am everything.